Can I just state that I deserve all of the acting awards for insisting to my kids that everything about online education would be functional (I made sure not to oversell with superlatives I could not deliver on) while behind the facade I was pivoting between screaming panic and weeping skepticism. As a parent, I am obliged to create an atmosphere of calm for my offspring but there was one day earlier this month where I hid out in a closet so I could weep tears of rage and frustration. Weird fact about me: I really don’t cry very often but, when I do, it is usually because I am a human pressure cooker and it is a release of frustration. I have had to contend with a sudden influx of a gazillion emails per child, some of which has content so opaque that I needed to be an espionage level code breaker to figure it out. And some of those emails also contradict each other and contain broken links. So that’s great. Meanwhile my gigantic kitchen pin board is so chock full of print outs of schedules and associated material that it looks like a crime solving board from a police procedural show. All I need is the red string.
However, the boys each have a designated study area – or areas in the case of one child – and their own chromebooks so everything looks organized and ordered. Calm space for a calm mind, right?
I now have a Senior:
A High School Freshman:
An 8th Grader:
And a 6th Grader embarking on Middle School:
And apparently Peanut decided it was his first day as Cheerleading School Mascot:
Luckily I was home for the first day of school. Going forwards, however, I am back in my preschool classroom so the boys will be flying solo at online school. This should not pose too much of a difficulty for my older children but it is a bit of a stressor when it comes to my youngest. He is not only transitioning to Middle School – having to navigate different subjects and teachers and stay on top of a schedule – but he is also a student with an IEP used to having support. Since he has both autism and ADD (of the inattentive kind), learning through the medium of a screen is far from ideal. I have reduced my hours at work for the short term (thanks to some understanding colleagues) so that I can be home in the afternoons to function as his aide. Hopefully he picks up the routine and operating systems quickly. I am also thankful to have sons who have agreed to check in with him when they have breaks between classes or study hall.
It is certainly going to be a memorable school year!